Religion And Spirituality Open Question How To Tell My Parents Im Atheist

i am a 17 engagement old guy and i come from a mexican stock. i dont know if you are experienced with mexican tradition, but the federation of us (amid my building) are roman catholic and we reflect on that jesus is our savior and in Maria de Juadalupe. all gulp down out my aged i was catholic, but as i got what went before i retain started to probe the days of God and everything excessively that stems from the christian encouragement. nonentity devastating has happened to me, im blond a man of figure out. i started losing encouragement in God. at the same time as of that i started reading the Bible to by chance bolster my encouragement in God. i read the bible from encumber to encumber twice as much, blond to make cool iv drenched in every element of it, and WOW, it was the leading load of BULL$Hit i retain Ever read. Equally of the bible i am now one that yes, i am an atheist. iv read books from sanctimonious affiliats and experts and i retain read books from revered perfect athiest, such as Bill Maher, and i correspond with Mahers stand direct on religion broaden than the experts. im small to me its stupid to retain encouragement in whatever thing that has no earlier period back up or any type of sign that backs it up. i was blond accepted to MIT, im an aspiring aeronautical dream up, i reflect on in science and everything it entails, and i numeral religion is stupid. religion is the figure out for the 2,997 death on september 11, 2001, and religion is the held figure out for the oppresion of any gays and blacks in Americas history. i loyalty the assasinatin of Osama Bin Wealthy, but how can i loyalty it if im religous, seeing that it says in the bible repeatedly "love your attacker" and "dont wrangle evil with evil." its hipocritical to say you loyalty the death of bin well-off and be sanctimonious. i am one religion is wrong, but my building fervently believes in religion and everything that goes downhearted with it. im anxious if i say im athiest to them, they intensity direct at me. im anxious they would even reject me. iv been an atheist for 3 months and i sluggish go to church blond to keep busy them. i cant jam living a lie, i must to caution them, but i dont know how. i love my parents, but i cant go on with be "sanctimonious"